An Open Letter to Columbus Musicians - by Pete Vogel

Five years ago this month I began work on a documentary film about the Columbus music scene.  The film – “Indie” – took six months to shoot and it was screened in various theaters in 2011.   I’d been reintroduced to the original music scene in 2009 – after taking a few years off to recharge my batteries – and was blown away by what I saw and heard.  I felt it was time for somebody to capture this magic and thought I might possess the skill-set to actually pull it off.  

I focused the documentary on two businesses – Guitar House Workshop and Espresso Yourself Music Café – as well as ten singer/songwriters and their respective bands.  The film was intended to be a great big “group hug” for the Columbus music scene, and it’s been my proudest contribution to local arts.

A lot has changed since 2010 - some for better, some for worse.  Since I’m probably considered an “elder statesman” at this stage in the game – I’m going to be 51 in November – I think it’s time for an honest assessment of the state of our scene and what is great – and not so great – about it.

First and foremost, I want to say how impressed I am with the singers, songwriters, musicians, venues and performances of this esteemed city.  We are all extremely lucky to be part of this wonderful scene at this wonderful time in history.  There is a plethora of talent in every genre and every age group.  I’m constantly blown away by the musical abilities of my peers and colleagues.  Technology has made it possible for anyone with talent to get their music to the masses - we are no longer at the mercy of recording companies, agents, A&R reps and stifling bureaucracies.  We can write and play what we want and there’s no one to tell us what we can and cannot do.  This is a wonderful time for the arts, and I’m glad I’ve gotten a chance to be a part of this movement.

Since the field has been leveled, and there are more and more creative types getting into the scene, we are sharing stages with an increasing number of artists every single month.  And every artist is looking for the same thing: an audience.  We have a choice to make on how we’re going to regard our “competition.”  We could wage war against them and try and outflank them by coming up with creative ways to exploit the system in our favor.  I’ve seen this done time and time again and there are many who are quite good at it.  But what happens is audiences (and fellow artists) eventually catch wind of this manipulation and interest level fades.  I see this constantly: talented performers try and manipulate their audiences (and/or fellow performers) and eventually destroy their credibility in the process.

The other option we have is to welcome this “competition” as a community and work to collaborate within it.  I’ve seen this done time and time again and I think the benefits outweigh the costs.  Of course it takes time, energy and initiative to build a community but the outcome is almost always “win-win.”  Everybody benefits from collaboration.  Let me give an example.

For the past three years Billy Zenn has hosted an Open Mic at King Avenue 5 on Thursday nights.  It was pretty slow going at first, but over time this weekly event snowballed into one of the finest musical communities this town has ever produced.  Under the quiet tutelage of Mr. Zenn, he’s created a warm, open atmosphere of collaboration, cooperation, community and friendship that I’ve ever experienced in the local scene.  I’ve attended this Open Mic for nearly two years and can’t tell you the number of contacts – and friendships – I’ve made during this time.  I’ve seen a whole network of artists meet one another, work together, form bands, make CD's, create videos, do photo shoots, perform live - and all from attending this Open Mic.  A prime example is the band Ghost Town Railroad.  Four of its five members are songwriters who met at Open Mic - they eventually formed a band, perform around town and are in the process of recording their debut album.  What’s amazing is that all four songwriters contribute songs to the band: they collaborate on each others’ songs, find the “Ghost Town Sound” and share the songwriting duties between themselves.  It’s a perfect example of how a community can be created through collaboration and cooperation, rather than self-serving manipulation.
 
I’ve seen the selfish, exploitative side long enough to know it doesn’t work.  It works for a while, but in time resentments build and bitter breakups ensue.  If I have any wisdom to impart it’s this:  I’ve been in dozens of bands since high school, and some were exceptional, but all failed due to the exploitative nature of at least one of its band members.  Until egos are sublimated for the greater good, bands will always fail.  We don’t live in an era of managers, lackeys and tour managers, whose main responsibility is to keep egos in check.  The DIY cause requires that we do that work ourselves.  And if that work is ignored, small fissures become large cracks and the vision is destroyed.  

I used to play in a power trio – guitar, bass and drums – about fifteen years ago and we were really good.  Our guitarist was the principal songwriter, but he was only coming up with guitar parts and lyrics.  He’d present an idea to us and we’d finish the song as a band: we’d contribute bass lines, drum hooks, backing vocals and counter melodies to the original ideas.  Sometimes the songs would change dramatically when all the pieces fit together - sometimes they barely changed at all.  But when it came time to record the album, the guitarist wanted full credit for writing the songs, even though we finished them as a trio.  He was unwilling to share the writing credits with his bandmates and the band dissolved shortly after the album was completed.  Lose-lose.     

This kind of “me first” mentality is especially damaging in the creative world because it’s an illusion.  The energy within a band is symbiotic - the sum is always greater than its parts.  It’s the chemistry and/or imagination nurtured between musicians that makes a band so special.  This notion of “looking out for number one” is a recipe for disaster every time - I’ve seen this countless times in my career and it’s usually the reason why most bands fail.

Another dark shadow on the scene is the double standard of people wanting you to attend their shows but won’t return the favor.  This happens all the time.  I can’t tell you the number of times I’ve attended the show of a colleague only to have them blow me off when I invited them to one of my own.  In fact, one former bandmate even said to me: “Take me off your list…I have no interest in seeing your band.”  

Guess what?  I don’t attend his shows anymore.  Lose-lose.

This lack of civility hurts us all, and is especially damaging since we’re all essentially in the same boat.  Many of us sabotage our own careers – and our relationships with fellow musicians – because we won’t participate in the give-and-take that is part-and-parcel of the music scene.  Many people complain that nobody comes to their shows, yet I’m thinking: “I don’t see YOU at THEIR shows either, so why are you surprised?”  When it comes to karma, we’re all feeding at the same trough.

[Of course, I’m not immune to this either—there are many musicians who’ve attended my performances and I’ve not taken time to see theirs.  I’m just as guilty as the rest of them.  I imagine there are a few dozen performers who’d love an 8x10 of my portrait to throw darts at, and I don’t blame them.  I’m at fault as well and want to take this opportunity to apologize to those I’ve ignored over the years.  I promise to do better in the future.] 

Since we’re all in the same boat it’s time we adopt the same standards.  If you want people to attend your shows, attend theirs.  If you want people to buy your CDs, buy theirs.  If you want people to listen to your songs, read your posts, like your videos, buy your merch and treat you with respect, then do the same in return.   

We could all learn a valuable lesson from emerging talent Kelly Vaughn.  She’s only been playing in town for about two years, but during this short stint she’s quit her day job and has been a full-time musician for over a year.  After her one-year anniversary of releasing her debut album, she hosted a party at her house, paid for all the food and drinks, and invited forty of her fans/colleagues to celebrate her first year of being a full-time musician.  That’s right: she threw a party to show her gratitude to those who supported her.  And she paid for it.  It’s no surprise she’s already made TV appearances and has opened up for some national acts in town.  She’s had more success in one year than I’ve had in twenty.  She’s truly figured it out.  

I hope that all musicians in town – and elsewhere – will take time to assist others in rising to the top.  There is plenty of work to go around.  And we have enough of the opposite: Facebook is littered with self-serving artists trying to woo fans to their shows.  It’s boring.  And predictable.  It’s so much better if we take time to lift up other artists, and perhaps some day they’ll return the favor.  [I find that most are so grateful that they’re happy to return the favor.]  If we can learn to treat our fellow musicians as colleagues rather than competitors, we will all benefit.  The waters will rise for all of us.  

Win-win.

                              Pete Vogel    October 6, 2015

"Indie" a film produced by Pete Vogel, is an inside look at the Columbus music scene in 2010, early 2011. Matt Monta & The Hot Coal Band, The Shaw Brothers, Joey Hebdo, Donna Mogavero Band, Phillip Fox Band, Salty Caramels, Throat Culture, Angela Perley & The Howlin' Moons, Oswald & The Herringbones and many more bands/artists are featured!


Lydia Brownfield is an Anomaly - by Pete Vogel

You can catch Lydia and her band this Saturday, October 3rd, at King Avenue 5.  They will debut her new tune and video: “All Of Us Here.”  The event starts at 9pm and costs $5.  Ghost Town Railroad will be sharing the bill. Click here for details and her website.


Lydia Brownfield is an Anomaly.

With piercing brown eyes, high cheekbones and a quiet self-confidence that’s often obscured by self-deprecating whimsy, Lydia Brownfield might strike you as a woman who’d be more comfortable on a runway in Paris, London or New York than onstage with a Les Paul slung across her neck.  

Until you hear her.

You’d think she’d be more comfortable in a glamorous photo shoot with world-famous photographers, traveling the world to exotic places like Barbados and Bermuda, rather than schlepping her guitar around town from one Open Mic to the next in search of her next fix.

Until you hear her.

Following in the footsteps of her artsy, avant garde father, Lydia traversed the country looking for the right place and/or opportunity to hone her craft.  This journey took her to the backwoods of Virginia, deeper south (Atlanta), East Coast (New York) and back to the Midwest (Columbus).  Back home she’s taken on a triple role: mother, corporate employee and rock star.  At times, you’d think she’d be better off if she simply ditched her music career and focused on work and family.  

Until you hear her.

Iconic Columbus musician/producer Billy Zenn says of Lydia: “She’s got the best voice in town.”  Personally, I’d have to agree with him.  I’d go one step further: She’s one of the best songwriters in town as well.  Her voice and songwriting skills are top notch; one could easily tell she’s suffered long and hard to perfect her craft.  Her songwriting is complicated and complex; she paints pictures with words and harmonies in the same way her father paints pictures with colors and brushes.  Lydia comes across as insecure and unsure of her talent until she straps on a guitar and steps in front of a microphone.  Then you see a transformation take place: She goes from a shy, almost frightened person to a rock diva that feels totally at home onstage.  Her talent is frighteningly good.  

A dropout of CCAD after 3 years, Lydia followed her muse by following her artist father, a man who eked out a meager living creating paintings and sculptures.  She followed him to Virginia - where she worked as a waitress in tiny Winchester, VA - and then moved to Atlanta when pop decided to relocate there.  She came back to Columbus for a spell (her father’s Atlanta move kept getting delayed) and she actually lived at the YMCA in downtown Columbus for 6 months.  She finally moved back to Atlanta when things got settled with her father and remained there for 10 years.  

It was in Midtown Atlanta where she devoted more time and effort to her craft of songwriting.  She started a band called Long Flat Red, who was courted by several record labels including Ardent Records, based out of Memphis.  The band played esteemed venues like The Roxy, The Cotton Club, Smiths Old Bar and The Point, and at the same time Lydia played solo shows at The Variety Playhouse and Eddie’s Attic, opening up for acts like Shawn Mullins, Peter Case, Indigo Girls and Loudon Wainwright III.  The band broke up after six years so Lydia decided to take her talents to New York City since she had some musician contacts who’d already settled there.

She took a flat in Queens for a while, but kept moving from place to place while trying to find temp work to assist with expenses.  “Everybody took pity on me: It’s how I got jobs, gigs, boyfriends, places to live, food to eat—everything!” she sighs.  But there was one event that changed things dramatically for her—and the rest of the world.  She was on a subway the morning of September 11th, 2001, heading towards her office a few blocks from the World Trade Center.

“I was on the subway going to work that morning.  I was running late, so it was a little after 9am.  An announcement came over the intercom that the train was stopping—it was going no further.  We didn’t know why—” she muses.  When Lydia ascended to street level, she saw thousands of people running and screaming and she followed the crowd, not sure what was going on.  

“Everybody was running in a certain direction and I followed them.  It was surreal.  I had no idea what was going on.  I just kept running uptown.  I finally looked back from around midtown and saw the World Trade Center falling down.  I thought to myself: That’s not right.”  

Of course, this had a profound affect on her soul, which affected her songwriting in a deep way.  Had she been on time for work that morning, Lord knows what would’ve happened?  She could’ve easily been one of the 3000 souls that perished that morning.  She wrote her seminal piece “Fiery Crash,” a song inspired by the events of 9/11.  To some, this is her best work to date.  

She left NYC immediately after the attacks and moved back to Columbus.  On Monday, September 16th – less than a week after the attacks – she was at home, enrolled in school at Columbus State.  

“It was weird.  One week I’m in NYC watching buildings crash to the ground—the next week I’m a college student again.”  

Lydia took a break from music while she devoted time to school and love.  She married the following September, had a child the summer after that, and tried to live a “normal life” and put music on the backburner.

“I sold my guitars and quit music altogether,” she says.  “I left because it was taking up all my time.  The music was getting me nowhere.  There was nothing but heartbreak.”

Unfortunately, the pipe dream of being the consummate wife, mother and corporate employee came to its own fiery crash when she divorced her husband in 2006.  That disillusionment brought the muse back into her world, and she began writing again.  “This is what I wanted to do; this is what I am here to do,” she says, reflecting upon this troubled time.  

Lydia recorded “Fiery Crash” and started penning other songs, including “Prentiss Song,” “Wanting’s for Sinners” and “Trouble.”  These songs eventually became featured tracks off her debut EP “Wanting’s for Sinners.”  The years of disillusionment – first in the music industry and second with “normal” life – brought a new frontier to her songwriting.  “Buddhism is a philosophy of not wanting…not desiring…and it occurred to me that desire and want is for the sinful life.  So wanting is for sinners…I strive to not want, but to be content with what I already have.”  

She laughs at the irony of her good fortune.  All her journeys have taken her back to a place of yearning for calm simplicity.  “I’m still learning how to deal with myself.  I need to follow my universe.”  

Lydia released “Wanting’s for Sinners” in 2011 and has been playing with her current band, The Jagged Hearts, for the past couple of years.  The band features Lydia on guitar/vocals, Jeff Dalrymple on guitar/backing vocals, Joy Hall on vocals, Billy Zenn on bass/vocals and Frank Lapinski on drums/vocals.  That’s right: a band with five vocalists.  Almost hard to imagine.  

Until you hear them.  

“All of Us Here,” the full album is slated to be released before the year’s end.  In the meantime she’s gigging, writing, recording, working the day job, raising her son and trying to find that perfect balance that we’re all desperately in search of.  


                                                                  Pete Vogel
                                                    September 24, 2015


You can catch Lydia and her band this Saturday night, October 3rd, at King Avenue 5.  They will debut her new tune and video: “All Of Us Here.”  The event starts at 9pm and costs $5.  Ghost Town Railroad will be sharing the bill.  We hope you stop out!

www.lydiabrownfield.com